My Sisters!

I honestly don't know what I would do without the love and support from my sisters in Alpha Phi! I have been with someone almost every second since the pageant and I haven't really had time to just sit and think about Miss Iron County. I am sad that the outcome didn't turn out the way I wanted it to, but thankfully I have so many sisters that wouldn't let me get discouraged!

Right before I left for the school I had tons of facebook messages! (Thanks Ash for the advice!)

Timian and Raquel ran backstage just before I was about to go on and gave me flowers!

I could hear Kristy, Val, Raquel, and Timian screaming for me the entire night, and they even made me a poster!

And after they all told me I did really good.

I don't know really how good I did, but I know that even if they where lying to me, it would only be because they love me! :)

And I of course can't forget my REAL sister Natalie! Thanks sis for being there for me, even when you couldn't ;)

I went into work today and Heather Larson was working with me, I told her about the pageant and how it was hard when people asked me how it went all I can say is. "Oh, I had fun...but I didn't win." Its been really hard not to shout "I LOST OK!?" She told me that I should just start making up stories on why I didn't win....

"Well, I found out I was pregnant right before I went on stage, and I decided to let the judges know."

"The director found out I took some nude pictures a year ago and they told me I couldn't win."

"I decided I should step down and let another girl win, Iron County just isn't a big enough title."

Of course non of these where true, but Heather made it a lot easier for me to tell people I lost.

Anyway, the point is I don't know where I would be today without Alpha Phi. Rush is coming up soon and I can't wait to share Alpha Phi with another pledge class, I feel bad for girls who aren't a part of my sorority because they have no idea what its like to have this big of a family!